October 22, 2008

By Your Side

As I was laying by your side on the hospital bed, I secretly wish we were somewhere more familiar, and more comforting instead. Somewhere like home, where I could watch the overplayed teochew (or hokkien) show with you. So that I could pretend not to know what is going on and ask you rhetorical questions in exchange for your nodding in agreement and grinning in amusement. More so, I wish for you to remind me of how you would call my name, because it seems to be fading with time. Maybe I could even get a chance of walking next to you again, holding your hands in mine. Just maybe.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

ah ma will be fine, reading this post of yours.. make me wanna cry already.. =(

Anonymous said...

I was tearin when I was writing it. Let's just pray for a miracle. (:

Watashi said...

Our dear grandma is a fighter so she will pull through this difficult time again. Sorry for not being able to visit her at present time....However, my thoughts & prayers are always with her & all of u in SG!! All of us must remain positive & pray for the best for her.

Miss all of u & will catch up with all of u in person in less than 3 months time (^_^)! Take care & stay strong!